perfuckingplexed
I’m so confused about shit right now it’s ridiculous…
…less confused than I was last month but that isn’t saying much…
deep sigh ass nigga
I said I needed somewhere to talk bout shit other than twitter, so I’m finna start using this ho more often…so let me tell you niggas bout me outside of @_illionaire.
My name’s Chris
I’m 20
I’ve lived in Houston all my life
Haven’t seen my dad since I was 4
Have a real distant relationship with my little brother that is mostly my fault
I went to U of H for a little while until I couldn’t afford to come out of pocket and come back, I been like fuck school ever since.
I’m lazy as fuck
It’s hard for me to say no to people
I notice more shit than anyone will ever know I promise
My love for weed probably is teetering on the brink of being a full-on addiction.
I have problems communicating with people, I was really shy growing up and really still am. I don’t talk much for fear of saying the wrong thing or just saying simply too much. I’ve seen people talk themselves into bullshit so I just figured I use my natural shyness to avoid that.
Unfortunately the downside to that is my inability to build relationships with people I don’t already have one with.
Really and truly I don’t trust anyone because no one keeps it 100 really, even my closest niggas don’t have my 100% trust but shit it is what it is.
I have only been in one serious relationship and that was in high school, I still have love for her but people outgrow each other you gotta keep moving.
I really don’t see myself being in a serious relationship again soon, I’ve gotten too used to only having to worry about me. I really just like to do my own thing these days.
I’d really just prefer a girl that just be chillin and don’t trip on shit like that, but it’s unrealistic because girls need attention and things of that sort.
idk man sounds like i’m finna be single until I learn how to stop being selfish huh?
my brain is really actually all over the place as I type this and think of all the fucked up parts of my personality that I don’t tell anyone about….
I love my mom more than anything else in this world you niggas could never understand. she gives her last for me my lil bro and my sister.
If I don’t do shit else in life, I just wanna pay her back.
guess I should go back to school then huh?
